These last few weeks have been tough. But God has blessed me so much with then them.
I was able to spend a weekend at the being of July which was much need. I have been really stressed at work the past month but God has shown me that he is with me every step of the way, because in times when I feel like I can't I always say God will help me through and he always does. I also have really great friends that are always here and I know they care about me.
      My mom and I have been butting head alot this summer and I felt that she didn't care about me but just the other day I was asked to work a long day and I said yes and I text my mom and told her and then said I can not wait to get out of here and she replied I know just one more week stay strong in that moment I realized she did care about me, since then I have been trying to change my attitude.

 I have said before I have became an older sister to my nephew. I feel so blessed to have him in my life. And it feels so great that he knows I love him and that whenever he needs anything he can come to me. He has broken down in tears a few times and all I do is listen to what he has to say and try to cheer him up and give him advice when need. Just like my friends have done for me.

Well like I started even though this has been a rough month. I am so thankful for all that God has done for me. He is wonderful. One last thing Jayde and I have made a promise to one another. And it is we both listen to a song that she heard at church one day that says what we both want form our impact group, and are to listen to it at least once a day.
God is great praise him....  

july 3 2012

God blessed and used me in many ways yesterday.
The first way he used me yesterday was one of my friends from high she is a few years older then I am and she has a one year old daughter and is wanting to stop cussing to be a better example for her daughter and so I suggested that she start using a cussing and then she said she will try it, so I am help her stop cussing which out of all things I wouldn't think that is one he would use me for but God has so many great ideas. 
Then yesterday we also had a sick coworker at work so I told her I could work for two hours because after our meeting I had plans with a Friend and just the happiness that she had in her voice to to know I was willing to work the twos hours meet a lot to her.
Finally God has been me throughout the summer as a big sister to my nephew. Last night he was upset and I could tell so we stayed up a hour just talking and I did a lot of listening and trying to comfort him. It breaks my heart to see him upset. 
God is great.

These last few weeks have been a little rough but God has shown me that he is with me through the Good and hard times.

• One day I was having a bad day it just seemed like I was doing everything wrong. And when I  got home I called a few friends and they told me that everyone makes mistakes. The next morning I woke up and said Today is going to be a good day and God blessed me with one. 
• God has also blessed me with so friends at FHSU. At first I was really nervous cause i really only knew one person but with then a month I started meeting friends. I do not know what i would do now with out those friends

wow these last couple of week have been great. Work might be stressfull but after talking to a couple of frined that God has blessed me with as FHSU, I changed my attitude to just stay calm adn God will get you trough. Also these thats couple of weeks I have been able to skype with a few of my friends was also really great. My nephew has been stay with us and even though we may act like siblings at times I still love him and when he is not here I'm bored, so i guiess its a good thing he is here.

God has blessed me so much these last couple of weeks with allot.

Yesterday I started the day by watching a boy that I have not seen for a while I enjoyed it. Then I went to walked and all through it was not the best day of work God still helped me through it. When I got home I called My Boy friend he just listened to what happened that day it feels so good to have him there to just listen. Then I Called my friend Kaitlyn Paul and she told me that is just life and that sometimes you just have to put on your happy face to make it through  the day. I feel so blessed to have meet so great friends at FHSU.

Wednesday the 6

I started the day driving back home to enjoy my day off at home, I was greeted by my dog as soon as I pulled in the drive.
once I got home and relax for awhile I had another awesome quiet time. 
I then enjoyed my day off logging around the house and help in the wheat field when they called me.
then i ended the night hanging with my friends from high school.
God  has blessed me so much this year.

June 6

I started the day off yesterday just sitting around the house, then My boss called and ask me to come in to work and although I did not want to go I knew that it was the right thing to do. After I got off work I returned  home for a while and then I headed to hays. I spent a time with Jason, then I ended the night spending the night at my brothers house.