These last few weeks have been tough. But God has blessed me so much with then them.
I was able to spend a weekend at the being of July which was much need. I have been really stressed at work the past month but God has shown me that he is with me every step of the way, because in times when I feel like I can't I always say God will help me through and he always does. I also have really great friends that are always here and I know they care about me.
      My mom and I have been butting head alot this summer and I felt that she didn't care about me but just the other day I was asked to work a long day and I said yes and I text my mom and told her and then said I can not wait to get out of here and she replied I know just one more week stay strong in that moment I realized she did care about me, since then I have been trying to change my attitude.

 I have said before I have became an older sister to my nephew. I feel so blessed to have him in my life. And it feels so great that he knows I love him and that whenever he needs anything he can come to me. He has broken down in tears a few times and all I do is listen to what he has to say and try to cheer him up and give him advice when need. Just like my friends have done for me.

Well like I started even though this has been a rough month. I am so thankful for all that God has done for me. He is wonderful. One last thing Jayde and I have made a promise to one another. And it is we both listen to a song that she heard at church one day that says what we both want form our impact group, and are to listen to it at least once a day.
God is great praise him....  

july 3 2012

God blessed and used me in many ways yesterday.
The first way he used me yesterday was one of my friends from high she is a few years older then I am and she has a one year old daughter and is wanting to stop cussing to be a better example for her daughter and so I suggested that she start using a cussing and then she said she will try it, so I am help her stop cussing which out of all things I wouldn't think that is one he would use me for but God has so many great ideas. 
Then yesterday we also had a sick coworker at work so I told her I could work for two hours because after our meeting I had plans with a Friend and just the happiness that she had in her voice to to know I was willing to work the twos hours meet a lot to her.
Finally God has been me throughout the summer as a big sister to my nephew. Last night he was upset and I could tell so we stayed up a hour just talking and I did a lot of listening and trying to comfort him. It breaks my heart to see him upset. 
God is great.

These last few weeks have been a little rough but God has shown me that he is with me through the Good and hard times.

• One day I was having a bad day it just seemed like I was doing everything wrong. And when I  got home I called a few friends and they told me that everyone makes mistakes. The next morning I woke up and said Today is going to be a good day and God blessed me with one. 
• God has also blessed me with so friends at FHSU. At first I was really nervous cause i really only knew one person but with then a month I started meeting friends. I do not know what i would do now with out those friends

wow these last couple of week have been great. Work might be stressfull but after talking to a couple of frined that God has blessed me with as FHSU, I changed my attitude to just stay calm adn God will get you trough. Also these thats couple of weeks I have been able to skype with a few of my friends was also really great. My nephew has been stay with us and even though we may act like siblings at times I still love him and when he is not here I'm bored, so i guiess its a good thing he is here.

God has blessed me so much these last couple of weeks with allot.

Yesterday I started the day by watching a boy that I have not seen for a while I enjoyed it. Then I went to walked and all through it was not the best day of work God still helped me through it. When I got home I called My Boy friend he just listened to what happened that day it feels so good to have him there to just listen. Then I Called my friend Kaitlyn Paul and she told me that is just life and that sometimes you just have to put on your happy face to make it through  the day. I feel so blessed to have meet so great friends at FHSU.

Wednesday the 6

I started the day driving back home to enjoy my day off at home, I was greeted by my dog as soon as I pulled in the drive.
once I got home and relax for awhile I had another awesome quiet time. 
I then enjoyed my day off logging around the house and help in the wheat field when they called me.
then i ended the night hanging with my friends from high school.
God  has blessed me so much this year.

June 6

I started the day off yesterday just sitting around the house, then My boss called and ask me to come in to work and although I did not want to go I knew that it was the right thing to do. After I got off work I returned  home for a while and then I headed to hays. I spent a time with Jason, then I ended the night spending the night at my brothers house.

Monday the 4th

On Monday I started the day off just by sleeping in a little. Once I finally woke up a little I had a really good and much need quiet time.
then at one I went to work ( God has blessed me with a great environment to work in).
After work I was able to talk to some of my friends I haven't talk to in a while.
Overall Monday was a awesome day.    

"The LORD your God is in your midst, a mighty one who will save; he will rejoice over you with gladness; he will quiet you by his love; he will exult over you with loud singing."

-- Zephaniah 3:17 

June 3

On Saturday I got up and ate breakfast with my parents which I haven't done like forever. Then I went of to work and although  I didn't want to God helped me though it. Then after work I got to do one of the things that i enjoy and that was babysiting for some friends while she played softball. It was overall a good Day

blog of june 2

I started the morning off by going outside and enjoy the beautiful weather that God provided. after I came in side I had a very good quiet time, it felt amazing and some of what I read touched home.  Then I came inside and Skype with my friend Jayde For a hour. After I Skype with Jayde I got ready for work.

Yesterday I started off with just relaxing around the house. After loging for a few hours I went to town to get some lab work done for my job. Then I came home for a hour then off to work.
Yesterday was the actual first day of me doing my job by myself but my coworkers willing answered my question when I asked.
The finally after work I got to come home and relax for a few hours before I  went to bed. 

Although I was a little nervous about work yesterday I know God was with me and helped me through it .

Yesterday I had the day off of work so I was able to just lay around and relax.
Also I was able to bake cookies, and do chores around the house to help my mom.
chatting with my parents and then texting Jason.

Yesterday was a great Day.

Tuesday May 29

I started to day off by sitting out side just enjoying the birds chirping.Then once I got home I was able to spend 3 hours bymyself before i had to go to work.
At work I was able to have a little fun while getting my work done, also I get the privilege to see my great uncle almost everytime I work.

Monday May 28

I had the pleasure of going to WaKeeney and eatting lunch with my nephew and mom, after we ate we droped my nephew off at his house and went on the way to hays to shop.
After shopping I went to Brittany Desson's house to hang out for a few hours before my date.
at around seven thirty I went on a date with Jason.
After our date he took me back to Desson where i spent the night. 

• I was able to hang out yesterday with my friend Jason yesterday. 
• I was also able to see my niece and take her to her appointment. 
• And finally I was able to spend the night with my friend Amber. 

Yesterday I started off by just laying around enjoy my alone time ( which is always good for me) .
Then at one o-clock I had a interview with the hospital in my home town, I did get the job I officaly get hired and start work Thursday.
After my mom got home and rest a while we took my dog for a car ride.
And then I end the evening spending time with friends.
 

Yesterday I got the privilege of going to one myy best friends high school gradation.
Right before I left for the graduation my yougnest niece showed up and wanted to go with me to the graduation so I allowed her to.
Finally yesterday My best friend and I hung out for the first time in like months, it felt so good just hanging out and catching up on a lot.

I was able to spend the morning yesterday just sitting around talking to my mom and aunt along with helping my mom when needed.
Even though this is not the funnest job ever I was able to give my puppy a bath it made me feel good to give him a bath.
Finally I was able to go to church with my parents and enjoy a nice meal after words. 

• I was able to go grange sealing with my mom and aunt yesterday, allow we might have got cum fused find some roads it was fun. 
• We also went to Och lands to buy me a belt while I was there I was able to see one of my friends who works there. 
• after we returned home my parents, aunt, two of my uncles,and I went out to eat together that was very nice.     

• I was able to have my quiet time yesterday, and spend that one on one time with God. 
• Yesterday was such a nice day that I was able to spend most of the day outside, even when it was raining. 
• I was also able to have a relax full  day yesterday I might have had to help my dad for awhile but other than that it was a great day.

yesterday I was able to go to hays with my mom and go grocery shopping i enjoyed that because it was a chance for my mom and I to spend time together.
Also last night I was allowed time to Skype  Jayde, and tell her how my summer has been so far and we talk for about 30 minutes to hour.

Rejoice in Good Times and Bad

“Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.” 

1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 NIV

     When times are good,  we often find it's easy to celebrate and praise God.  It's in the hard times when it is hard to rejoice and praise God, but God calls us to rejoice in all the circumstances.  God wants to be our friend.  In order to build our relationship with him, we must first talk with him daily much like we would any of our earthly friends.  God longs to be in relationship with us and our souls require the peace that comes only from our relationship with him. The easiest way to start building this relationship is through prayer but praying as if we are having a conversation with God.  We are also called to give thanks for the many blessings in our lives.  Times can be tough some times but God always has a plan to bring us through and make us stronger in the end.  Thanking God for what we have and don't have allows us to be content with the earthly possessions we have and strive for more heavenly possessions.  Jesus is our savior and our one true sacrifice for the forgiveness of all our sins.  We only need to believe.

Wednesday, May 16

It is important to acknowledge God's everyday actions in our lives weather big or small.  Yesterday, I saw God work in my life by ...

I started the day off with walking to work and just enjoying the beauty that God created all around me -- the crisp morning air, the birds singing in the trees, all the trees and plants green and full of life.  I regret I too often take these things for granted and I don't acknowledge the fact that God brings life to all living creatures in his time.

I spent the majority of the day working and felt very productive.  I am so blessed that God has given me the opportunity to work in this office while allowing for flexibility in my hours so i can do some things that are fun and restful.  I enjoy what I do and the people I do it with.  I couldn't ask for a better place to be.

I spent an awesome evening bonding with my new roommate.  We eat dinner together then went for a walk around our neighborhood.  We talked and just hung out getting to know each other.  I learned so much about her and I'm excited about what this new year will bring.

God is great. Monday and Tuesday I went and helped out in the preschool in my home town . I was almost in tears to see how far all of the students had come. they were all so polite. Yesterday one of the girls come up to me and ask me if I would play blocks with her. I built a little thing where they  could Clim in and sit on the floor and hid if they wanted, that kept them busy most of play time. I felt like a young child again.

Last night I went to town and hung out with my friends we drove around the small town of ransom and caught up. I miss my FHSU friends but i feel that God made it so I came home this summer so that I could see all my high school friends.

I saw God work in my life yesterday by
Being mothers day and how my nephew took it beyond himself to tell my mom happy mothers day.
Also  seeing my niece and nephew having fun together made my day when my niece was screaming this is the best day even.

• Yesterday I saw one of my friends from high school she has been struggling thesse past few weeks and just to be able to be there with her in person felt great.
• My nieces and nephews came out to the farm yesterday and although they can be sometimes anory I saw God in my niece by the way is responds to situation she is growing up way to fast. 
• My niece and I went through and organized my closet and dressers she could have been doing other stuff on the farm but she was willing to  help me.    

God worked in my life yesterday.
I went and had breakfast with the girls from stadium place, we had a good time just sitting there talking. That was a good way to end the school year.
After breakfast Jayde walk with me to my room to finish packing and load my car. I was not feeling good and I had headache so they allowed me to come take a nap before I got on the road home.
I am so thankful for all my friends from FHSU.

I saw God work in my life yesterday BY

• realizing that I had dinning dollars left over and not spending in on just me that I showed with friends. 
• At worship night I realized that even at times it does not that he has worked in your life but really he is there rather we know it or not. 
• After worship night I Talk to Jayde about that I was affraid that I would fall back to my old ways going home, but She told me that if I put God first and my wants second that God will do great things. 

I saw God work in my life yesterday by witnessing my cousin and friend unite with one an other in marriage.
I went and talked to my principle from junior high that I have not seen for almost 5 years.  She seemed really happy to seen me and that I was in college. I feel that was a blessing from God.

God bless my life yesterday in many ways.

• My youngest niece turned six yesterday. She might have grown up fast but she is one of the many blessings God has placed in my life. 
• A high school friend is going through a tough time and I called and talked to her. I really did not know what to say but the words came at the right time. 
• I made tacos for the stadium place girls and after we ate dinner, we just a good time.

How I saw God work in my life yesterday:

I help pick up trash for hour yesterday for the big event, although I could have been doing other activities, I was helping making Hays a better place.

I failed a final yesterday and was beating myself up over it.  I went and talked with some friends and they told me I could not change it.  It is in the past that I need to learn from my mistakes and move on.  After a few minutes of hearing that I finally told myself there is still work that I need to do for that class that it is possible to get the grade up a little.

God Sightings

      God is everywhere, with everyone, at anytime.  He never leaves  his own, but we often neglect to acknowledge his presence in our everyday life.  As Christians, we often among the first neglect the fact that God is constantly present in our lives and is there for us as a councilor, a parent, a teacher, but most of all a friend.  We go about our daily life and forget all the things that God has blessed us with until something major comes along and we beg and plead for God to intervene on our behalf.  God longs to be in a relationship with us.  A relationship that is built on friendship, trust, and humility.  

"But I trust in your unfailing love; my heart rejoices in your salvation."

Psalm 13:5