These last few weeks have been tough. But God has blessed me so much with then them.
I was able to spend a weekend at the being of July which was much need. I have been really stressed at work the past month but God has shown me that he is with me every step of the way, because in times when I feel like I can't I always say God will help me through and he always does. I also have really great friends that are always here and I know they care about me.
      My mom and I have been butting head alot this summer and I felt that she didn't care about me but just the other day I was asked to work a long day and I said yes and I text my mom and told her and then said I can not wait to get out of here and she replied I know just one more week stay strong in that moment I realized she did care about me, since then I have been trying to change my attitude.

 I have said before I have became an older sister to my nephew. I feel so blessed to have him in my life. And it feels so great that he knows I love him and that whenever he needs anything he can come to me. He has broken down in tears a few times and all I do is listen to what he has to say and try to cheer him up and give him advice when need. Just like my friends have done for me.

Well like I started even though this has been a rough month. I am so thankful for all that God has done for me. He is wonderful. One last thing Jayde and I have made a promise to one another. And it is we both listen to a song that she heard at church one day that says what we both want form our impact group, and are to listen to it at least once a day.
God is great praise him....  

july 3 2012

God blessed and used me in many ways yesterday.
The first way he used me yesterday was one of my friends from high she is a few years older then I am and she has a one year old daughter and is wanting to stop cussing to be a better example for her daughter and so I suggested that she start using a cussing and then she said she will try it, so I am help her stop cussing which out of all things I wouldn't think that is one he would use me for but God has so many great ideas. 
Then yesterday we also had a sick coworker at work so I told her I could work for two hours because after our meeting I had plans with a Friend and just the happiness that she had in her voice to to know I was willing to work the twos hours meet a lot to her.
Finally God has been me throughout the summer as a big sister to my nephew. Last night he was upset and I could tell so we stayed up a hour just talking and I did a lot of listening and trying to comfort him. It breaks my heart to see him upset. 
God is great.

These last few weeks have been a little rough but God has shown me that he is with me through the Good and hard times.

• One day I was having a bad day it just seemed like I was doing everything wrong. And when I  got home I called a few friends and they told me that everyone makes mistakes. The next morning I woke up and said Today is going to be a good day and God blessed me with one. 
• God has also blessed me with so friends at FHSU. At first I was really nervous cause i really only knew one person but with then a month I started meeting friends. I do not know what i would do now with out those friends